|
Each Golden has a Silver Lining
Emma was the perfect Golden Girl for the therapy work I
had planned. We had researched and looked for just the right temperament, personality, and
health history. At the breeders kennel door, she came forward from all the pups to
lay right in our daughters lap at our first visit. We knew she was the one.
A star pupil in obedience class, she quickly advanced to therapy dog training, and we were
a registered Delta Team shortly after her first birthday. Pretty amazing for such a young
girl, but our Goldens are special that way. They seem eager to get about their work.
We started slowly, working in nursing homes and assisted living centers, and after two
years of work, advanced to the schools and local hospital. The pediatric wing of the
hospital is exactly where my goals had been set, and I was so proud of her progress, I
didnt see the next phase coming. One evening, we had checked in with the nurses station and received our list for
visitation, and noticed one with a little star, which was our cue, this child could really
use our special Golden love and care. We visited the other children on our list, some
enjoyed Emmas routine of tricks, some just liked to have her lay on their bed and be
read a story. We saved our special little friend for last so we could take our time. But, as I entered
the room to ask the child if she would like a visitor, Emma froze. I hadnt
anticipated this, I looked at Em and took a small treat out of my pocket, which I
didnt use much anymore, but kept for special rewards. She looked up at me, and
looked back at the door, as if to say she was backing out of this one. I knew enough to
pay attention to her signals of Enough, but I also knew
Emmas success record with children. What was going on in her little mind I
couldnt imagine. Not wanting to dissapoint the child, I carefully coaxed Emma to the
bedside of the small child, who smiled faintly as we came near. As frail and sick as she
was, I simply could not put my finger on what was bothering my partner. We completed our
visit, and neither the patient nor the nurse who accompanied us, ever knew anything was
other than it should be, but I knew, something was terribly wrong with this visit. I
should have graciously made an explanation and backed out of the room, which is easier to
explain to an adult. Still, I should have paid attention to what my dog was telling me.
After visiting with our local Helping Paws Therapy group and veterinarian for advice. I
gave Emma a good rest. A few weeks later, we picked up our visits, a few at a time, just
to see if she was fatigued with her work. Emma bounded into her visits with gusto. We went
a few months as if nothing had happened, and I almost had dismissed the incident
completely, when the entire procedure repeated itself. This time, it was a very young
child with Cancer. I was a little more prepared, however, and since the child was asleep,
it was easier to just explain to the nurse, that Emma needed a short break, and we took
some outdoor time. This second event started me thinking. After checking on the last
little patient we had visited that Emma had reacted to, I found out she had passed away
just a few days after our visit with terminal cancer. The second child also, passed away
within a week. Very discouraged yet curious with Emmas response to these special cases, I had a
lengthy talk with my veterinarian, who shared with me the very keen sense this dog seemed
to have. He reminded me, that our dogs live in such a totally different world than we
humans do, with their strong sense of smell, and probably other senses we have only
vaguely begun to understand. She may have been fully aware of what was happening with this
patient, and not willing, not understanding, or just nervous about what was taking place.
Maybe she felt she just didnt need to be there. The key word, I think, is
sensitive,
so much more in tune than we can comprehend. As amazed as I was with Emmas acute sense, now, how should I proceed with our
hospital visits? Did I have the right dog for this work after all? I was beginning to
question. I was just going to have to trust her, and pay close attention to her responses,
then decide if Hospital work was really for her. We rested again for a couple of weeks,
and then went anxiously back to work. Emma and I were back in our routine and doing just splendidly. One afternoon, I came to a
room that was on our list, but the door was slightly closed, lights off, a woman, I could
see, was sitting on the bed with the child. We quietly walked past with the intention of
checking in later. We hadnt gotten far, when I heard the quiet voice of the mother
asking us to come back and see her little girl. This child, also, had a little star by her
name. I was becoming a little tense, and was hoping Emma was not picking up on that, as we
entered the darkened room. I was anticipating that stall and look from Emma, preparing my
response . . . but it didnt come. Emma proceeded with no hesitation to the tiny
figure propped up with pillows and sheets. As nervous as I felt, I could in no way
misinterpret Emmas response to this child. She knew exactly where she was going and
what she needed to do. The childs mother asked me, if the dog could get on the bed with her little girl.
She explained the nature of the illness briefly, and her concern that her daughter had
always loved animals and could never have one because she had been so ill all of her life.
I looked to the nurse, and she shook her head yes. Emma knew the routine well, we put her
little pink and blue blanket on the bed by the girl, I carry a little rubber mat to put
under Emmas feet so she doesnt slip on the tile floor, and putting my hand on
the blanket, instruct her, Easy up and very gently, as if crawling onto a bed
of baby chicks, one foot at a time, Emma eases herself to the side of the child. There is
a point in Therapy Work, I am truly convinced, that you know without a doubt,
The
Miracle has happened. The magic for which this dog was created is taking
place before your very eyes, and no one else in the room matters, but the patient and the
dog. I had told the little girl, the dogs name, and from then on, I did not exist to her.
She gently started stroking Emma with her little hand, calling her name ever so softly,
taking the brush and brushing her ears. They must have talked for an hour, the little girl
never speaking in more than a whisper, and Im convinced she understood Emmas
reply. We were there much longer than we ever stay for our total visits. There was no
timeline today, something much more important was in control. The mother was in tears, the
nurse was in tears, and I was trying so hard , but yes, there were tears in my eyes as
well. Finally, I looked at the mother, and she nodded toward me, as if that might be
enough. I put my hand on Emmas back, and assured the little girl we would return
each week to see her, that she and Emma were now good friends. Her mother said we had made
her little girls dream come true. We returned as promised the following week, but
the little girl was not able to stay. My questions about Emma were gone. Patience, purpose and plan had been demonstrated to me.
I suddenly was aware of Emmas special gift. My human-ness was expecting her to do it all. She was sent with a very special talent, as I feel sure all
of our Golden Angels are, A Silver Lining. She knew her gift,
and is teaching me day by day, to pay attention and follow her lead. Emma is in her 6th
year of Therapy Dog work. She has been asked to be a part of a Foundation for Lost
Children, working with their counseling team, she has been asked to participate in State
research work for pain management with children, and we are now registered with Therapy
Dog International as well as Delta Society. There will soon come a time she will tell me
its time to rest, and just give our therapy to one another. I will watch and pay
attention to her signal. Therapy Work is indeed a team effort, and though we may never
know exactly what Emma was telling us about the first two visits she was hesitant about;
did she sense the nearness of death, did she smell the cancer, was there an odor to the
process of chemotherapy she was alerted to?, the one thing I do know, is that what matters
are the miracles that happen on the way. Just pay attention,
your Golden Angel is one of the best teachers sent to us, each has a special purpose, a
gift, a love to share, unique to any other. And as a Golden mom, I believe, it is a
relationship of love that is eternal. The Lord G-d Made Them All
Entry written by Teresa Robinson of Bentonville, AR
* Second Place Award Recipient
|
|